Little Black Book

I've been watching quite a bit of movies lately and I happened upon this one during my prepping for my late night show and watched it twice on Tuesday.

Here is the supposed plot summary for Little Black Book straight from imdb.com, it was with Brittany Murphy as Stacy and Ron Livingston of Sex & The City fame as Derek:

Stacy Holt, an associate producer for a daytime talk show, is confounded by her boyfriend Derek's unwillingness to talk about his previous relationships. Egged on by her co-worker Barb, Stacy sneaks a look at his personal digital organizer, scores the names and numbers of his exes, and sets up interviews with them--all in an effort to get closer to her man. Her plan starts to unravel, however, when she becomes friends with one of the women.

Now..what made me watch this twice was not only the fact that it was on 2 different HBOs at the same time but because it just peaked my interest at it's ending.

Here was a confident, sexy woman, who was completely enamoured of her man. There wasn't anything she wouldn't do for him...even fight to keep him. And what happens at the end? She completely humiliates herself live on air expressing her love for him and realizes...that he never did love her...he was still in love with his previous girlfriend. To watch her face as she walked out of that building, though it was only a movie, was utterly heartbreaking...because we've all gone through something of that sort in our lives...no matter if you say you haven't...we ALL have...or at some point in your lives will go through something of that nature.

I spoke of this on my show last night and it got everyone talking in the irc channel...lol...I'm good at that..getting conversations started.

One person brought up a good point...and not completely referrencing the movie itself but the fact that we as people are basically taught to believe via experience or mass media that there is a 'one and only' out there in the world for us...but is that true? Is there only 'one'? The 'one'? He stated that you could find a 'one' in some far away place or next door to you, wherever you may move and live in. What if that's true? Makes you think...doesn't it.

Enough said about that....keep on staying tuned to AKA Radio ...the only place to be.

Oh look! SHINY!

I sit here...out in my patio...wanting so bad to just be able to go lay down in my bed and sleep...and have all my worries and thoughts disappear...

I look up and what do I see?...but a full moon...

So bright..so close...so clear and beautiful...

And I remember things...

...things from the past...and it saddens me...

Weird that...you see a full moon and get the most craziest thoughts...

Oh well...

To quote Eddie Izzard..."Cake or Death!" Lol

See y'all freaks when I do...

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I really wish someone had explained it to me...

So as many of you know...I was "ifluffy" for quite a while in the IRC. It was like a badge of honor or some such thing...I loved it...more than anyone will ever know...then..something happened...and it didn't hold up as such anymore.

The other day I was by a Crown Books that was going out of business and I decided to stop by and see what I could pick up. Considering I have all this time on my hands now...I figured I'd pick up several new books and go back to "expanding my mind"...yeah...two brain cells left? This should be interesting.

I happened to glance upon a table full of 90% off books and my attention was caught by a line that was on one of them..."Jerry Springer's Wildest Shows Ever!"...I picked it up and read a topic below the title..."I Slept with 251 Men in 10 Hours!"...you know me...I had to open up to that page and see what it was all about. It was actually pretty good reading until I came upon one header that was in that chapter..."The Fluff Girl"...this was me----> o_O ... wtf?!

Here's a quote from that section:

The Fluff Girl
Lest you think a woman can service 251 men all by herself, we are introduced to Sin*****, a "fluff girl" - apparently a common term in her (porn) industry. Sin*****'s sister, T**, offers a definition: "A fluff girl is somebody that [bleeps] every guy before they do the main headliner." In her own words...a fluff girl is someone who is directed to "do whatever it took to get the guys excited."

uhm...

I was charged with that a few times and with being too 'nice' to people in the channel a lot of the time...though how greeting people and actually talking to them like a human being can be considered that...I will never know...things do seem to get misconstrued in text no matter how you see it...but then I can't say I didn't do my part in other things to make people not think that there was more to it than that but that's a whole other chapter in the oh so glorious tale of la Cinco. *shrugs*

Anyways..someone after that later mentioned that from what had been seen in the channel it was only fitting that I change the whole 'ifluffy' concept and basically just become what it was certain individuals thought of me...and that is where "The Fluff Girl" came in...and no you damn pervs...I'm not going to cyber you...I'm not going to do any freaky shit with you...and don't bother asking for soundclips of bullshit..because it's not going to happen...I do have some respect for myself ya know...BUT it doesn't mean I can't be the 'warmup' filler for other people's shows..now does it? *arches brow*

*smiles*

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Brad Pitt & Angelina Jolie

I was watching the Today Show this early morning when a relationship section caught my attention. They were talking about the affair that Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie started up whilst they were filming Mr. & Mrs. Smith. Now per the female relationship doctor supposedly it is a known fact that Pitt and Jolie NEVER consumated said affair whilst he was still married to Jennifer Anniston, and that she herself had admitted that she doubted very much they had done so.

Now this is what caught my attention...this doctor proceeded to claim that many affairs were started off as 'emotional' affairs and not actual physical ones. That an 'emotional' affair was more deep and harder to get over than an actual physical one because it was more about one-on-one fullfilment of emotional needs than a physical need. Another point was made that many people who have 'emotional' affairs never seem to get over them even after decades had passed and that even if they did admit to themselves they had had an affair, they were never the same again.

Interesting...

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